syarfa

2011?

2011-05-18T15:16:00.001+08:00

Omg! Its been so effing long!! Hahaha! I just found an app which can blog. So i think its good. I'll be back in blog i guess? Hahaha! See u soon awesy!

NEW HP!

2010-01-23T01:07:00.001+08:00

YESSSAA BEBEYYYY!

I GOT THT NOKIA 6760 SLIDE ALRDY!!! HEHEHE!

thnks ibu!

Ibu please?

2010-01-19T04:24:00.001+08:00

NOKIA 6760 SLIDE!

Ibu i want this phone. Pleaseeee? pretty please. i promise i pay u back when i get my pay? hehe!

GDNYTEEEE!

kisses & hugs

2010-01-18T16:43:00.001+08:00

I NEED HUGGGGGS!!! :(

credits: him

2010-01-16T02:00:00.002+08:00

Hey ho let's go! I'm at coffee shop behind my blk hanging out! Gg hme soon! Tmr working morning! Hafta wake up at 5.30am! Damn! Dun even know want to slp or not! K update later when I use the laptop! Bye now! Love u miss you!

Bubbles

2010-01-07T02:53:00.005+08:00

Life is like Bubbles. There's small and big. In life there's big thing that you're happy about. And there's also small which you can't be bother to even remember. But mine was a colourful bubble which i want it to be remembered the whole life. Cos once it POPS(!) there's no way to get that same bubble.

-Syarfawesome♥

What i'm trying to say is that. Never sulk that it happens but smile that it already happens. Lets take some positivity to live! CHEERS TO 2010!

Why can't i be HER?!

2010-01-05T05:42:00.002+08:00

Why can't i be 'HER'?

Many times in my life, i wondered to myself,
why can't i be 'her'?

'HER', is not a specific someone.
At different points of my life, i envy random girls that crossed paths with me. Some have the looks, some have the money, some are lucky all the time, some have the freedom, some have the most supportive friends, some have the best relationships.

Every one of them just seem to have a life easier than mine.

Why can't i be 'her'?
I also want to be pretty.
I also want to be lucky.
I also want to have the most supportive friends.
I also want to have the money.
I also want to have a happy and problemless relationship.
I also want to have opportunities to do the things i love.
I also want to have life easy.

Who wouldn't want all this?
Yes, i look like i have everything. I have a complete family. I have a boyfriend who loves me. I have friends. I have a blog with quite a number of supportive silent readers (I've seen lots of undiscovered blogs out there with gorgeous faces. Sometimes, i count myself lucky, that such a normal face and average blog like mine gets you all reading). I've average income from my blog just enough to support myself.

But why, is it only me, that at times, i feel that i have nothing at all?

Why do i feel that i have to work harder than anyone else for all that i have?

Why is it that other people get what they want without asking for it? Why is it that i wish so hard for something i want, yet never get to it? Why am i never lucky?

Why do other people, with lesser money, lesser health, lesser assets, seems to be happier than me?

Am i really fated to have such a difficult life?
What else? My health is already so bad now. What will i become when i get old?

Sometimes i wonder how i handle so much drama.
Sometimes i breakdown at night,
then in the morning i wake up and pretend everything's fine.

My new year wish?
To escape to a whole new world, as someone else, with a better and easier life.

Does anyone know that I always try so hard to go through every single hurdle life throws at me? Yes i went through all of them, but im tired now.

I've been believing that after going through bad things, life will give you good things. I think i've reached my life quota of bad luck. When is my good luck ever gonna come? Guess what? I think it'll never reach me.

If i were to live my life all over again,
I wish i wasn't me.

From IceAngel

I love reading her blogs. i would love to be like her.
and yeahhhhh wad she typed is wad i had to feel. except the coloured ones.

Happy 2010.

2010-01-03T18:38:00.003+08:00

Happy new year 2010 everyone!

2009 Have been a fucking great year for me. I gained a lot and i lost some. And thr's also things I gained tht year and lost in the same year. What i love abt 2009 was the experienced i had and the people i meet. the people who make me laugh and smile non-stop. The people i can trust. I then realised what i missed in life before this.

what sad was that me and my secondary and primary school friends became seperated. but i know we all tried our best to asked about each other well being. getting into contact still and even talk online. Even though everyone was busy with work and school.. we still won't forget each other. right girls?

For my C4 family. You guys nvr failed to cheer me up. nvr failed to make me smile even though nasty customers is thr. everything was funny to us. PS has been my second home whr i think i spent more than half of my year 2009 thr at PS. This comine 16 jan gonna be my official one year working thr. i didnt knoe i could last for one year. but ppl thr come and go. Thr's always frens to make but nvr get too attached cos some can't last. But thankful enough i still contact with some ppl whom alrdy quit! Ppl tht i'm closest with is Ain(obviusly),Hidayah bby, sherie bby,Aisha syg farhann punat, haikal, clare,shi hui. And lastly the closest person i'm close to was Syam. Raja Dzulhisyam bin Raja Mansor. A brother a listening ear a person i could trust. But i guess all that was gone now. i just hope things go back to normal. C4 family u all are still the best.

Next was, the people i met in khatib. Iz buaye(ain's Bf),farhan lemak,Hamdy,Sahibu(ain's brother) Those ppl will make me laugh without stopping. And when i'm sad thr's always Iz buaye for me to complain at. He make a good brother i swear.

2009 was the year that i am able to see minhwan from i metre away. i was given the choice to hold up my hand and touch him but i respect him. then again i got to meet Ft island at Seoul'd out concert! and enjoy my night!

overall! 2009 was the best year ever! where i turn 18 and all! 2009 will always be remembered! :D

Anw, 2010 is here. i hope 2010 gonna be better! no heartbreaks! no tears! no confusion! and more frens! more bestfrens! maybe new job? will think abt it!

anw, life have been good. have not been working for 3 days. fri sat and today. sunday. was given three days MC starting yesterday bcos of....

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THISSS!!!

My lower leg got this wound its an infection actually. at first it was a bug bite from khatib park. then it became wet with all those pus and it grows and even affect the other part of the leg. So i went poly which cause me TOTAL OF 40 FUCKING DOLLARS! aiyor! polyclinic i kene adults alrdy sia! damn! then i got the 3 days mc. now resting!

and now i'm bored i dun even know wad to do. belif it or not. my pay is finishing! wuahahahhha!

ok bye now!

-Syarfawesome

Awesome is back

2009-12-24T02:08:00.001+08:00

Hey,

I'm back. very long hor i nvr update. like wtf. like rotten alrdy the blog.

Anw, life have been great. but thr's downs at some time. don't wish to rmbr. i hope we getting back just as fine.

and carrefour getting boring now. i want new job nao!

k bye!

update soon with my ipod outside PS 711 during break! LOL! HEHE :D

Testing!

2009-12-23T19:16:00.001+08:00

Hey,i'm bak! I'm updating with my iPod! I didn't know I cud till I tried today ! So nw I think I can update always

You-Nur janah allia

2009-10-21T02:52:00.003+08:00

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my days are down n out,
ill never stop thinkin of you

how can i forget all that
when you're the one who made me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

i never will forget the day
how we met and came this far
when we only got this feeling
but somehow it has to end up here

i noe its me who said goodbye
and thats the hardest thing to do
cuz you mean so much to me
and thats the truth from me to you

for all the things ive done and said
for all the hurt that ive caused you
i hope you will forgive me baby
cuz that wasnt wat i meant to do

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my days are down and out
ill never stop thinkin of you

how can i forget all that
when you were the one who made me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

AELVES REUNITE!

2009-09-24T02:51:00.001+08:00

Always
Entertaining
Loving
Very cute
Extremely
Sexy

Alves-Farhann
Elves 1 -Syarfawesome
Elves 2- Fishy Tan
Elves 3- Sheewee
Elves 4- Celery

i love u babies!

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-23T03:14:00.003+08:00

Family Aidilfitri portrait 2009

First,

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims on the earth and those who know me.
Maaf zahir batin, Halal Makan minum.
(sorry inside out, Halal for me food and drinks)

Now, i'm back to post. So yeah, i think my blog visitor is dead. i hope not. But i'm back. but not in a regular basis. Raya was Awesome. Just like me. Pictures at FB if uploading is a success. Have been trying to load it from 3am till 9am. It keep hanging and then it says upload fails. Just when it has finished uploading.

First Day family decide on 2 clr basis. Guys wore black/brown Girl wore pink. Went to Granny hse straight. Thts whr allt he fun starts! GATHERING! LAUGHS! FOOOD AND TEASING! super fun!!! i missed all tht chat ands laughs. Even though there's some awkwardness in between some family. but i think its manageable though. Second day it was Eart day! Family goes GREEEEN! sadly, no picture taken even though mamat was carrying brother DSLR around everywhr. We just dun wanna kecoh2 with the camera and take picturessss. It was fun! Greeeen day was awesome! cos it bright up my daysss! hehehehehe! Second day visited The cemetery. Was jammed! cramped and so unorganized.! and i saw bangla wearing a carrefour blue shirt! I GOT SUPER SHOCKED! BANGLA? CARREFOUR! hahha!

After that visit future sis in laws family in jurong and ate mee soto! i'm craving for it now! whr's the best mee soto i can find?! OK stop abt food! i'm eating too much during raya! Oh yeah. collection was not as good as past few years. Some know i've started working. Some still give cos i think they feel awkward if they were to not give. cos this is my first year working.

But after all i dun really look forward to the collections. i look forward to my pay which is coming! yeayy! and alsp looking forward to more visitings! with carrefour frens and sch frens! sooonnn!

OK NOW I NEED TO GO AND SLEEP. byeee!

-Syarfa

"Its amazing how promise can be easily broken,people can be easily trusted and friends to be easily forgotten"

Minani is die. Jyeah!

2009-09-19T04:35:00.005+08:00

I was there! just watching back the whole concert i got excited! so excited tht i'm more excited for raya! OMG! i wish i cud turn back time! its worth my 100++ bucks! i just love them! i wud do anything for them to come back to spore! iHEARTthem. I fucking hate the big heart! so inconsiderate! I PAID 100$ TO SEE MINHWAN! NOT TO SEE UR FUCKING HEART SHAPE BANNER U FUCKING MORON! (dun worri its not time to fast yet)

but i'm glad i get to see Minhwan in the bus while giving us a peace sign(even though he looked tired/sad) and when we are one arm away i just cant move. i dont know why. i cant move myself and can only look. thts all i can do! i dun wanna raise my hand and try to touch you just like other girls would. :)

Minani, Saranghae dongsaeng ah *raise both hand to do big heart shape * ♥ (L)

and Jyeah! i've finally Ft Island-ed my room with their posters which i've kept for so long!!

I WANNA GO BACK TO 27 JUNE AND MEET THEM AGAIN!

Please turn back time. Pleaseeeee.

ft island i miss you all!

MINANI IS not DEAD!
Seunghyun is so cute "my name is whattt?"

JJ: Singapore..um..___
HK: What's your name?!
JJ: My name is Lee Jaejin!
HK: My name is Lee Hongki
SH: Introduce myself. Yeah! GO! My name is what? (CUTE!!)
HK: Whats your name?
JH: Choi Jonghoon.
Fans: MINHWAN! x1000
(Because he's at the back and not introducing himself)
HK: Minhwan is die (Minhwan is dead?)
JH: Last song.. PRIMADONNA!

P/S:- Heard the shoutings "Jong hoooon!!!" ?
pssssst! i think thts us!

ITS WAS SO AWESOME THAT SYARFAWESOME LOST TO IT! (Y)

credits : melisasasa
/ singingchaoahkua

D.U.M.B

2009-09-12T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hey,

I've never paid to play internet somewhr else. I've always play it at hme. This is my first i guess. I'm at Dhoby exchange wasting time at Cybercafe. Just because we are waiting for the night shift ppl to finish their job.

Currently with Farhann he's the one tht suggest we go and play comp. Wanted to play one hour. But got addicted after tht and extend to another hour. I know. cyber is so addddictiveee babey! Time flies so fast when u are on cyber. Just, just now we paid for it now i'm left with 16 mins! Means i have 16 mins left to blog. I wonder i cud finish this post or not.

Anw, its been so long since i update. i guess nobody visits this blog anymore as everyone tot its dead. Anw, i have tumblr. Do drop by Tumblr . Raya is coming in 7 days. Cant wait. but wad sucks i only have 2 off days. first day and second. What worst i applied one week. but only one day leave was approved. cos monday automatically is my off day. So i guess i have to take another leave on 3rd oct for the C4 hari raya outing. I so cant wait for it! gatherings! gatherings and more gatherings! i like it!!!!!

ok i have 13 mins nw. and this place is closing soon. wth! now we got nth to do! anw, pls enjoy dis video! i love it! Lee Minho LOOKS LIKE TOP! and i think i like Dara<2ne1> now. lol

Don't Speak

2009-08-14T19:09:00.003+08:00

Hey,

I've been missing for quite sometime. But i'm active online. And i've been bloghopping and ppl keep complaining tht blogger screwed up? really meh? i actually go to blogger to check only not to update to see if its really screwed up. but it seems fine. I dun get it wad box is small and why cannt upload pictures? K namind. Maybe its me. Cos it seems tht almost all blogspot i went too they keep saying bloggers having problem.

Life has beeen so stressful alrdy. I've cried at info one three times alrdy. And i'm glad the schedule nowadays rocks my socks offf! I get to open counter. But i dun understand myself. When they ask me open counter, i kinda miss the chaosness of Info 1. I'm easily adapted. Thts wad i can say. And i've made new bestfriends which i can talk to. Clare;Celery Shihui;Sheewee Syam;Romeo(i hate tht name) and Farhann;emo boy. Have been talking to them. Sharing with them. and laughing with them. They can actually make my days go from bad to 360deg happy. But still i love the rest of C4 family like Kak Nadya(have always been my listening ear)Kai en, Kerlyn,Wari,Shu yi, Sharo,jeeva devi BIG MAMA!(i miss you). and dun expect me to name the whole dept riteeeee? RIGHHHHT.~

But three days ago,i've started to feel lazy to go to work. Like work have no more meaning except money. i used to work bcos of the environtment ard me. But it seems its fading away. life's like this, what to do?

«αитιραтнιzε ραяαмσυя»
It has always been like this. I never expect anything more than rejections. I've live old enuff to know wad are their reactions. I know my stand but i just cant stand being misunderstood. I've done my part. and i promise to fade away. Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

-Syarfa.

One hide entry @livejournal.

..S W E E T..

2009-07-30T05:44:00.001+08:00

She really got nice voice. she's 14. and her song is nice. And surprisingly, i know the guy. I used to 'lepak' with them. Ramdan! KYKY INGAT TK!? lol! sweeeeet!

I WANT TO PLAY GUITAR! TASHA TEACH ME PLAY GUITAR! I KNOW SOME CHORDS ONLY WTH! MY YOUNGER BROTHER TEACH ME LEH! NOT COOOL! U TEACH K?. HEHEHE!

Bye! update soon i hope!

7 DAYS OLD BABY TALK WHILE SLPING

2009-07-25T02:40:00.001+08:00

Unbelievable? yea believe it. No wonder they say the world is old. Prepare for the worst.
Anw,tht baby is still young. so his voice wont be loud. if u cant hear then pay attention to his mouth. If not try ur best to stick ur ears to ur speaker.

After u all heard wad the baby said. Than tagged at my board. Who get correct get chocolate :D

2009-07-23T02:23:00.002+08:00

Love Quotes

Love Quotes

Love Quotes

Love Quotes

Love Quotes

Love Quotes

Love Quotes

fast story

2009-07-17T22:16:00.004+08:00

These boys grow so fast.

And they loook super handsome now. Watching their old vid made me teared especially remembering their past with wonbin. I miss wonbiniieeee! i wonder how's he doing..

any solo career?

gonna go youtubing now; FT island 8)

tell me he's cute

2009-07-17T22:01:00.003+08:00

tell me minhwan is cute at 0.11 acting like G-dragon. lol

I miss jaejin's hair like tht :(

Minani Oricon.

ありがとうございます!!!

ばんがばんが???
ひさしぶりです???
ひさしぶり　ぶろぐ　すみません！！！
かんこくの　あるばむ　みなさんは　どうですか？
そして
にほんのtourと　にほんでのことが
ほんとに　たのしく　おもしろかったでうよ！！＾＾
たくさん　こんさーとに　きてくれて
おうえんして　くれて　なみだか　でるくらいです。
いつも　ありがとうございます。　そして　すみません。
あと　あいしてる???＾＾

English translation:

Thank You Very Much!!!

Nice to see you???
It’s been a long time???
It’s been awhile since i last blogged, sorry!!!
What does everyone think of our new Korean album?
Also
The Japan tour and all other things were
really fun and interesting!!^^
Many of you came to our concerts and
support us, I feel so touched that I could cry.
Thank you always. And sorry.
Will you love me later???^^

Takeout only with proper credits
Credits: Minhwan @ OriconJP + ying1005 @ primanoona (translation)

To minani : Not only later. Now and forever i will love you :)

XoXo
-Syarfawesome

charlie bit me and that really hurtsss. boohoo

2009-07-17T18:25:00.001+08:00

Original here..

Horoscope know me best.

2009-07-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

Here is your horoscope for
Monday, July 13: You're feeling understandably frustrated with the way things are going down today, but try your best not to take out those feelings on those around you. Things should lighten up soon!

Here is your horoscope for
Tuesday, July 14: Your first impulse today is likely to rush out and drop some dollars on your problems, but you need to slow down and think things through first. You're in a better position than you think!

I'm surprised on how those horoscopes predict my life.

Tasha Nadia Yap. Happy Birthday To You.
I may not be the first. But i want to be the last to wish. So no one else can distract u. I swear i didnt ferget. It stays in my mind clearly thts its ur bday. And i'm just waiting for the right time to SMS u.

i love you very much. honestly i do. Not just words.

thank u.

-Syarfa

i don't care eh eh eh eh eh!

2009-07-13T20:44:00.001+08:00

I put a blog song at last. Ok i'm in love with 2NE1. Sorry zul but i like alrdy! hahahaha!!
here's the lyrics. cooooool!

I Don't Care' Music Lyrics

[cl]
Hey Playboy
It is About Time
And Your Time is Up
I Had To Do This One For My Girls You Know
Thaat's The Only Way You Boys Learn

[minzy]
I Can not Ever Forgive U For Thaat Lipstick On Your Collar
Every Day; Your Phone's Always Off
It Does not Seem Like You are Going To Change Oh Oh

[dara]
All Those Girlfriends You Call "friends"
Do not Think Of Me In The Same Way As Them; I Won't Let It Fly
From Now On; Do As You Want; I am Going To Stop Caring
For Some Time I Really Loved You But Oh

[cl]
Sometimes You Get Drunk; And Call Me; Now It is 5:30 Am
Again You Say Another Girl's Naame No

[bom]
I Do not Care; I will Stop Caring About What U are Doing Wherever U Are
From Now On I Really Do not Care; I will Get Out Of The Way
From Now On Do not Come To Me And Cry; And Cling On
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E

[minzy]
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E
Boy I Do not Care

[minzy]
Stealing Glances At Other Girl's Legs
You're So So Hopeless
Everyday U Take Off Your Couple Ring; And Secretly Go On A Blind Date
I Do not Think Thaat I will Be Able To Take It Anymore Oh Oh Oh

[dara]
My Friends Say Thaat You are Not Really Worth It
You Even Went To Your Wolf-like Friends For Advice But
I'd Rather Keep It Simple; I am Too Good For You
I Believed U Were My Love But Oh Oh

[cl]
Today You Said You Were Busy; I Tried Phoning U But
As Expected; In The Background I Heard A Girl's Laugh Oh No

[bom]
I Do not Care; I will Stop Caring About What You are Doing Wherever You Are
From Now On I Really Do not Care; I will Get Out Of The Way
From Now On Do not Come To Me And Cry; And Cling On
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E

[dara]
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E
Boy I Do not Care

[minzy]
Because Of U; I Remember Crying Till Dawn Boy
I Regret Every Time I Think About You When My Heart Was Too Easy; Huh Boy?
I'm Too Good To Throw Away And Too Boring To Have
You Should've Treated Me Better When We Were Together Why Are U Clinging To Me Now

[cl]
You Fooled Me With Your Lies Hundreds Of Times
From Today On; I will Be A Bad Girl Who Makes Guys Cry
Now Without A Single Tear; I will Laugh At U
Loser Who's Inside A Game Called Love
Get On Your Knees And Take Me Back
If Not; Get Out Of My Sight Right Now

[bom]
I Don't Care; I will Stop Caring About What U are Doing Wherever U Are
From Now On I Really Do not Care; I will Get Out Of The Way
From Now On Do not Come To Me And Cry; And Cling On
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E
Cause I Do not Care E E E E E E
Boy I Do not Care

D.E.S.I.R.E

2009-07-12T00:46:00.002+08:00

" Here is your horoscope for
Saturday, July 11: Something seems to click deep inside your mind, and you can understand someone in your life who's been something of a mystery lately. It's a great day for you to check in with them. "

I just dun understand the situation i am in right now. i am so fed up. if thts wad people desire than go on. I have no stand. I no myself. i know whr i am standing.

Thank u very much.

-Syarfa

Happy 15th months SATurday!

I.N.F.E.R.I.OR.

2009-07-11T00:14:00.004+08:00

I.N.F.E.R.I.OR.

You just love to annoy me do you?! what's ur motive anway?!

I dunno why you always wanna win me in everything. every story i tell, u always got something to cover and show off with wad happen to u.

I'm kinda sick of it. I duno how to tell u off. How to tell u how much have u hurt me? how much u always worries me. How much confidence of mine have u ruin.

Sometimes, i just wish i'm brave enuff to shout and give u some talk face to face. but i don't have the courage. Be glad i dun dare. cos i know things gonna get worst after tht.

But girl, i just wanna say. i'm so dissapointed in u.

Boy, u are just like other guys.

"Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in the droughts. Useless and dissapointing.."

Hello,

Anw, i just had some fun just now. Watched transformers with Kak Nadya, Wari & Ain. Thanks for watching the movie the second time just bcos i havent watch them :D. I find the movie great but the story line not tht great. just the action is very shiok. i likeee! bumble bee and the two twins is so cute. I teared at some parts of the movie. its so touching. The actors really act well! *SALUTATION!*

after movie, proceed to paya lebar. to grandlink for karaoke. Met tasha at paya lebar. trained with ain. and met wari at the place itself. Teared a while in the karaoke room. no one knows except wari. i wont tell why i cry :) karaoke-ed for 4 hours. then home..

Bye now. tmr afternoon shift. byee! and i hope to not see some faces. not from cashier dept. goodnight y'all!

-SYARFA

Edit:- wad if i find out i'm contracted with a disease. which is dangerous? i am super worried right now. no one understand.

Bogoshipda

2009-07-07T23:36:00.003+08:00

*however it is spell but it means i miss you*

I'm back. I miss blogging so much. Every where i go. Everything i do. Every picture i take i always reminded myself to blog abt it. But I just cant. cos i dun have time like now and my fingers are a little bit lazy. k i lied. not little but very.

So, I dunno how long i've closed down my blog. But i'm sure i had some event to elaborate. Fun events like

1. I went to Ft island showcase.

It was great!
Minani is one meter away from me. no one arm away from me.
Hong gi said "Minani is.... DIE!"
"My name is..." -Song seunghyun ; "Song Seung hyun"-Fans ; "Yess! tht's my name!" -Him
Minani introduction with his drum.
Hong gi swinging upon 나쁜 여자야 (Bad Woman)
Me and some other primadonnas swing too
Minani an arm away from me! (repeated facts)
Actually all the boys.
VERY KANCHIONG AND KIASU FANGIRLS.
some fangirls showing off
lost my voice after that.
met a lot of other countries primanoonas/primadonnas

2. Working environment 50-50

work
work
work
work
fun
work
work
work
stress
stress
stress
work
work
lastly, work.

3.Patawari's 21st bday.

Sakura buffet.
bloated.
satisfying.
i drop Kai en's digicam.
Farzi can really eat a lot.
Awang and nadya is very sweet.
Ain become quiet while eating
syuhada can really eat a lot.
Wari's balloon is effing gigantic.
Karaoke at cashbox!
effing fun!
in the end. sore throat.

4. Holiday at genting to KL.

Genting is effing expensive!!
Hotel booking problem.
Five star bus service is cooool.
watched Hannah montanna concert in the bus.
Watched The Nanny Diaries Halfway in the bus.
Slept 1/3 of the journey.
Air pressure is not cool.
Genting is so cold tht my nose start to bleed and my lips crack.
Went to their 'snow city'! effing cold! temp : -3
spent alot
KL after tht. slept over cousin's house.
shopped a lot!
Trained home. Second class with bed. Slept thru out the journey.
reached hme. slept again!

5. Back to work.

WORK
WORK
WORK
WORK
when am i gonna get bored with this?

lets see the environtment.

LASTLY, i bought a new phone. LG KP500? LG cookie.

BANKRUPTCY AFTER HOLIDAY AND NEW PHONE?

YESSSS, tell me abt it.

i think thts abt it now. goodnight.

So how bout u all? how's life nowadays. ?

love,

-SYARFA.

i'm open

2009-07-07T00:45:00.001+08:00

I'm back and i'm gone.

GONNNA POST SOONNN. i HOPE! :D

-Syarfa

Cos when they shake, it lights up

2009-06-15T01:50:00.001+08:00

Hey,

I'm bored. Just finish watching FO epi 47 & 48 waiting for 49! it must be a great epi.

life has been okok. steady steady bom pee peee!

and i think i'm gonna be on hiatus. i am no longer free to blog. haiisssssss

bye for now. sorrri ladiesssss.! :D

cos it all goes around

2009-06-11T02:29:00.001+08:00

Seeing is something physical,but the tot in mind & care in the heart is more precious in life (:

Ps:- do i always talk rubbish? and am i fun to disturb? *slap slap*

I'M SUPERB EXCITED FOR FRIDAY! YEAY!

AND I SUPERB + EXTREMELY EXCITED FOR FT ISLAND SHOWCASE! GO GO! G-O GO!

I AM SHOOOOOOOOOO GOINGGGG!

2009-05-27T01:15:00.001+08:00

Date: 27th June 2009
Time: 3pm (1 Hour)
Venue: Dragonfly @ St James Powerstation (MAP) (LINK)
Ticket Price: SGD$100

F.T. Island (Korean: 에프티 아일랜드), Five Treasure Island, or FTI, is the name of the band. The name F.T. Island stands for ‘Five Treasure Island’, each of the five members being a treasure.

The band’s official color is yellow, and their fans carry yellow flags known as “pentasticks.”

Their debut album, Cheerful Sensibility, made the sixth best-selling album of 2007 in South Korea.

F.T. Island’s official fan club name is “Primadonna”.

This is FT Island’s Singapore Debut and it is a concert showcase brought to you by Datzentertainment for the fans who have been extremely supportive of this event. It is by special request from the FT Island fans that the organizer is doing this concert showcase and the response from everyone thus far has been most encouraging.

=================================================

Launch Day for Tickets

30th May 2009 (Saturday)
@ IMM Atrium (near the Customer Service Counter) (MAP) (LINK)
From 3pm till 8pm

Tickets purchased on this day will be entitled to an EXCLUSIVE FT ISLAND Poster. While Stocks Last!

Tickets are priced at SGD$100 only and will be available on a First-Come-First-Served-Basis. Cash purchases only.

For overseas fans, please email ftislandsintix@gmail.com for more details on how to get your tickets.

You will be able to pay through PAYPAL to secure your ticket and still be eligible for the EXCLUSIVE Ticket Launch Day Poster.

Tickets Available only at IMM from 31st May till 24th June 2009 at the IMM Customer Service Counter on Level 1.

=================================================

IMM Promotion

All you need to do is spend $30 (maximum 3 same-day combined receipts) at any shops at IMM and you can redeem a specially designed IMM/ FT ISLAND SINGAPORE CONCERT SHOWCASE 2009 poster.

This IMM/FT ISLAND SINGAPORE CONCERT SHOWCASE 2009 poster is ONLY available at IMM through the Official Mall Promotion. While Stocks Last.

Credits: Datzentertainment

안녕하세요?

FT아일랜드가 6월말에 싱가폴에서 쇼케이스를 엽니다.

FT아일랜드 싱가폴 콘서트 쇼케이스 정보

일시: 2009년6월27일 (토)
관람시간: 오후3~4시
장소: Dragonfly @ St. James Powerstation (Vivocity 옆에) (지도) (링크)
가격: SGD$100.00

예매방법

티켓오픈: 2009년5월30일 (오후3시부터)~2009년6월24일
매표장소: IMM Atrium (Jurong East)에 있는 고객 서비스 카운터 (지도) (링크)
지불 방법: 현금

티켓오픈 첫 날에만 예매하신 분들께 FT아일랜드의 싱가폴 쇼케이스 포스터를 드리겠습니다. (수에 제한이 있습니다.)

많은 응원과 관심을 부탁드립니다.

감사합니다.

credits: primanoona.wordpress.com

legal

2009-05-22T19:18:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me! :D

My bday is super awesome.
I love my awesome girlfriends.
I love my awesome work family
I love those people who wish me. be it by SMS,facebook,tagboard or face to face.
I love my mum for giving birth to me.
I love my dad for contributing. heh

I hate Bouns for giving me a lame bday present which is himself :*puke red*

i love em all!

Total i ate 2 cheesecake from kyky and corrine 1 almond cake from tyty.<3
One cake from my management. Big mama Hamidah And Big sister Meera. <3
Another one from Saras. My lame joke partner :D <3
Last one from Jacqueline. My info Teacher :D <3 the pic up thr.
Chocolate from Mei tian. my funky supervisor. <3
A bottle drink and ferrero from Rahman my inhouse security Mr Awang! <3

thr's more still waiting at the end of the month. -They say :)

i don't have the pic of the mini celebration we had in office. with meera still.

and three weeks befoe my bdae, they put up this card in the office for my frens to wish me. super touching. Yeahh. Left is Farzi's right is mine! MAY BABIESSS!

tyty's and corrine's sch frens. i dunno them but i talked to them like i know few months ago!

thanks girls for coming down to my workplace to give me a surprise even though u're busy. knowing tht i'm sad and etc. thanks so much. i know i wont be forgotten. So do u all!

LOVE U GIRLS SO MUCH!

sadly, tasha wasnt thr. Sch released late. Fuck ur sch! LOL!

few days back. thr was an accident in front of my hse. i guess the driver is drunk. and he looks like an ahbeng. And nowtwo of my bustop shelter pillars are down just bcos they got nice cars and they try to see which is stronger. their car or the pillars. Dumbossss!

one kpo cat i swear

see, before this he tried to sneak a peek.

and how kiasu is singapore?

VERY KIASU! NOT EVEN IN ONE MIN ALL RUSHED DOWN TO TAKE PICS, THE PLATE NUM AND JUST SIMPLY WATCH NOT HELP!
not me. i didnt went down to see. :D

see the woman in the circle? she's like half naked. wearing just like a bra and a super micro mini skirt.

thr the car is in the circle

tht's all i'm off! bye

Reply to tags:

Natassja,Ron & Jeyda: didnt expect u to rmbr but well! thank u so much!
Wirda : no la. not late. thr's such thing as belated u know :D i miss u effing much too!
Liyana : thanks so much for the wish. and yar. the accident pics are up thr. u was thr? doing wad? yes fifth floor! :D

oh oh love is funny

2009-05-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hey,

My off day is here. So, i'm here updating before i'm gonna start work again. Work has been hectic yet fun. I'm enjoying every seconds of it. K bedek! not the part when i'm really tired and i have to smile to customer cos i'm at the front line. Which is cashiering. But what fun is tht thr's some thing(s), people, customers and friends tht help me smile. Isnt work fun with fun ppl ard u?

I love workingggg(L) The idea of quitting run away alrdy. Last time i used to work for money. But now i worked for the sake of fun. I'm loving it (L). K enuffff.

two days ago. stayed back for work till 4.15am. Its tiring but fun! clean the counter. Thorough cleaning. By scraping and all tht. After tht Meera treat us to supper. then cabbed home. Reached home ard 5+ gg to 6. Slept untill 1 woke up and went to work. Body felt so lethargic. No energy to even crack a joke. And worst part. Have to open counter 8. But before break counter-less. And after break took ove POSB which suck big time even though little customer but those stares i got from other customer which is not eligible to Q thr is very sharp. I HATEEEEEE! Lucky for 30 min only. then took counter 8. And Mama helped me scan. I packed. SO FUN!!!

After work, slack a while outside 711 then rushed home with ain and shikin. In Train we laughed and crack joke. and then went hme. Played laptop till 6. slept then woke up in the afternoon. proceed to Dhoby ghaut. To meet 'Ayah' slacked at LJS. then slacked at Receiving yard. fuhhh! full of smoke! non healthy smoke! Met sherie after tht. Proceed to cathay starbucks. Ordered Java chip and cheesecake. slacked with Laptop and then soon Aisha and Firdayu arrived. Webcammed a lot. Then they felt hungry. So they decided to eat at PS LJS. which i am now at!

yeahhh! with lappy! my dad signed up a new phone plan. and so he got an offer to apply for the mobile internet for free worth $148 and monthly subscribtion of 19.90. which he asked me to pay for it every month. and then he allows me to take the lappy out since i'm the one paying for the mobile net. So funnnn!

Now waiting for them to finish eating. i'm so full so i didnt so i played with laptop instead. Now i'm gonna proceed to youtubing.!

TOMMORROW IS WEEEEEEEEEKEEEENDDD! THIS IS SO FUNNNN! YEAY! I LIKEEEEE WORKING ON WEEEKENDDDSSS!

KBYEEE! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! KTHXBYE!

wonder girl

2009-05-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

i wonder wad will happen on 2o may .

-syarfa

updatesss

2009-05-04T16:58:00.011+08:00

Since i've been gone for a week. So i'm gonna update pictures for the week. recent events i attended.

First one is Korean Cuisine with Zul and her bro. Ate at Fresh Bulgoggi(correct spelling?)

it was fun! full! and funny! i like it so much!
at last i got to eat korean food. bibimbap! lettuce wrap! grillllllllllll!

yes!i feel dumb walking at Changi airport with our uniform! hahah!

Next even was on 2 may, sat. Nadya, Farzi and Rahman 3awesome bday pit.

Pictures are from Abg Farzi only. The rest havent get. :D
Enjoy. (:

ERGH!

2009-04-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

ahhh. super angry.

last month i asked my parents if i can book a chalet on may. And dey don't allow me. BUT NOW! JUSTTTTTTTTTT NOWW! they approved!

but wth!!! SLOT FOR MAY IS FUCKING FULL!! FUCKED!

SO NOW IS IT MY FAULT THT THE SLOT IS FULL WHEN I ASKED THEM ONE MONTH AGO WHEN THE ALL THE SLOTS IS STILL AVAILABLE?! I'M SUPER PISSED ALRDY!

AND THIS THING HAPPENED THRICE ALRDY!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH!

& I hate this feeling

2009-04-19T23:10:00.001+08:00

oooh,oh oh wo wo wo
I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away,away away ayaya goin away away away ayaya

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away,away away ayaya goin away away away ayaya

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

good things will come to an end

2009-04-17T03:43:00.005+08:00

Uno is fun! i mean at facebook. Hahaha! yeah have been uno-ing before blogging. And just came back from supper with Zul just now at 2 afterwork!

WE ARE OFFICIALLY COLLEAGUE!

Oh, this is so fun! thinking my childhood fren is working with me! i'm so excited. But waddddddd~ She Level 1 i info basement 2. So, havent work same level yet. Tmr opening counter level 1 BUT she not working! smack her breast then she know! Jeyda also worked just now. Heard complains from zul about customer and hand pain. Hahah! NOW U KNOW WHEN I TELL U! MY CASHIERING IS DIFF FROM UR CASHIERING! slap u then u know!

And i've been learning Info. I'm trying super hard to catch up with departments. I'm ok with refunding/exchanging & returning. Thanks Bavani & Kai en! Bavani have been leading me for two days. And i've been getting this serius face (supposed to be a scolding) from appliances. I'm scared u know. not tht scared scared. Its like i'm starting back to last time when i just started cashiering. Shivering! sweating! When thr's no customer it will be totally Quiet! manage to watch cadet kelly,mr bean,totally spies,martin mystery,Terminator, crocodile movie and many more. Cos Starhub shop infront only. Got 4 TV. i cant make up my mind which to watch. Got Disney channel,Star movies, Chinese channel and one singapore channel. Like yesterday, my mind wanna watch cadet kelly but my eyes go watch terminator. Irritating or nt?

BUT! When its time one customer come. The customer keep coming. like untill the customer have to wait untill i finish with the rest of the job. Just now was super kanchiong. Many returns. No barcode! Hafta run up take barcode then pass info to Info 1. Even the security guy bully me. He say i got nth to do. And he keep pushing customer to me to tie for them their big box. -_- Super kanchiongnesss!

Tmr was supposed to me off day. but Meera asked for help since less cashier. so yar help each other. she help me. i help her! :D So,Tmr gonna open level one counter. Hope i wont lost touch with cashiering and get used to cashiering back. Tmr also meeting AYAPAN! yeayyyy! i know she miss me! i miss her too! when are we gonna do our own MV ni? Dumb and Dumber videos! LOL! Proceeding to Giant and then hafta go work at 7. And gonna be doing untill closing which is 11 and then gonna wake up early next day cos doing the super early morning shift. Lucky info. at least not tht stress. But its weekend. Info 2 gonna be as busy also? i guesss?

Ohhhhh... since frens started schooling. i doing more shifts. and also compulsary to work 4 days per week. and i guess i'm working 6 days per weeek. Meannsss more $$$$. i pray for less shortage.

and ohhhh... i shall stop bloghopping for a while. Cos ppl started talking abt their next stage of life. Which is Poly/ITE. i feel outcasted/dejected/useless/hopeless/stupid oh did i mention useless alrdy? oh yar i did. OK byeee!

and frensss! i hope for the best for ur next stage of life in schoooool! DON'T FORGET ME AHH!

And ohh! i want to blog abt this! 2 days ago! was webcamming with soulmate, J-MAL. i was doing something then he cant do. like the webcam detector or something. so then he decided to play rock show.Not only tht! later on he bring his laptop ard and show me his hse. Like u know the show "MTV MY CRIB!" but it looks more like MTV Music Video! LOL! He even show me wad his sister wrote on her door which says " No boys allowed!" and he said sisters are crap/lame!!! And then he show off his hair. And yar we both have the same habit! Playing lappy lying down and put legs up. Like this...

But we are shacking it and moving it all the time! Habit what. But old ppl dun like. They say its like u want ur parents to die early. i dunno if can belif or not. Lol.

p/s:- i'm so touched by what zul said at the coffeeshop untill i was dumbfounded.
p/ss:-i'm so touched by tasha. She mention she missed me at her blog! and tht shows she havent forget me! *i sure do not want to put YET after the underlined sentence*
p/ss:- How abt the rest of the girls? do u miss me now when u are getting to knoe new frens?

iLu!

-Syarfa.

*falling for you*

FUCKER! I JUST FINISH TYPING THE WHOLE TAG REPLIES AND LAPTOP DIED ON ME! BIG TIME FUCKER! FUCKER!

atikah(: muak muak muak!!
*shyyy* *-*
atikah(: SYARFA dont feel lonely. i'm here..(: imy*
imyt! *touched* ilysm!
atikah(: heheheeee.. xP
atikah(: kyky shut up. yellow nice c c c .. even syarfa now like.. bluek! xP
slap her! anti brown!
kyky jkjk
kyky helo...eee..yellow...hahax
APE EEE EEE?! kn tyty dah marah!
AHSAT dun feel lonely!IM RYTE HERE!(:'
i'm so touched! iLu.!
jasmine wad siahs? no link me. cekpak la kau. LOL
LINK U ALRDY LAH! :p was is cekpak?
atikah(: kan dah terSUKE yellow.. LOL!! xP go YELLOW! Xp
:P
atikah(: it is a good sign then.. i'm glad someone at last like YELLOW!! tu lah kene kan YELLOW yellow...
hah! dun get excited just yet! i like yellow cos FTisland official clr is yellow! hehe! so Yellow thir fav clr!
AHSAT wahh..yellow sia! SHOCK! hahahahas
SHOCK! *normal robot face O_O* wad so shocking?
wariii hello! syarfaaa
hello wari! i cant tag u la dude!
j-mal cool kepe..greenseduction turned yellow...
ahah! no no! green is still first! yellow third!
kaien its okay! as long as i am first! hehehehehe! ;X
so u happy for just being first! hahha! k cute!

SAT one year anni outing with some disruption!

2009-04-12T23:10:00.005+08:00

Hey,

My Last post was like on 4th april. I know my blog have been abandoned by me. Wad to do. Busy working ah. earn money and all. And now i so sleepy alrdy. Anw, we went dhoby ghaut today. Yar work Dhoby ghaut off day also dhoby ghaut. What a mundane life. I agree. Well, i'm tooo sleepy to blog now.

So i'll let the pic take the lead! OK GO G-O! GO!!!

Happy 1 year!

2009-04-12T15:46:00.005+08:00

From a few months and now we are SATs for like a year alrdy!
i duno wad to say alrdy. cos wad i wanna say has alrdy been said thru sms just now morning.

So i just wanna wish u two! HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

so fast ehh...

My feelings was like 3 mnths ago is when we always go tasha hse to bake lepak and all!

but no in fact its like a yr alrdy!! 120408!!

we last for a yr! we tolerate each other nonsense for more than tht!

LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!

Syarfa

Ain

Tasha
u
r
d
a
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-Syarfa <3

2009-04-04T03:30:00.002+08:00

i wanna meet my

old time crush

again!

ps:- ZUL U KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABT! AND I KNOW U WANNA MEET HIM TOO!" HAHAH

some facts

2009-04-03T05:36:00.006+08:00

Amazing fact.

Do u know jasper? from twilight?

Yar this guy. as one of Carlisle Cullen adopted son.

he was actually born in singapore..! yea shocking huh.

Mini Biography

Rathbone was born in Singapore and has lived from places ranging from Indonesia to Midland, Texas. He started out in local theatre, The Pickwick Players. In high school, he went to Interlochen, a private school for the arts in Michigan. After graduation, he had planned to go to the Royal Scottish Academy but went to LA to experiment with the big screen. He immediately signed onto Disney's 411. He had a leading role in the ABC Family show Beautiful People, which premiered in fall 2005 and the second half of the first season began in spring 2006.

another fact

Those who have been hoping that Robert pattinson(edward) would be really attached to Kristen Stewart(Bella) in real life...

DREAM ON.

Cos Kristen is attach for long with... this actor.

in the sky high movie..

yea this guy.

AND

Rumoured says:

Edward cullen is dating Nikki Reed.

One of his sister in the movie

Yea this girl. Alice. the blonde who hate bella.

Another one :

You guys know

Stephenie Meyer??

The writer of the book? Yea her.

She act in twilight as Women who orders a vegetarian salad in the diner. U must have never noticed huh. and it sure does feel good acting in the movie u wrote urself.

This fact may be known long time by other ppl. maybe i'm slow :)

pardon me for my slowness.

bbf :)

2009-04-03T03:18:00.003+08:00

[NEWS] Boys Over Flowers Season 2 Confirmed
2 04 2009

Today’s ending of the 25 episodes of the popular drama, Boys Over Flowers had obtained large amount of support from the audience. As such, the author of the drama announced a good news : Boys over flowers season 2 will be out next year February.

The drama initially did not have high viewership, but because of the raising popularity of the drama after that, he decided to plan a season2 for the drama.

The suspense left at the end of episode 25 was actually a hint that there may be season 2 for Boys over flowers.

credits:minsarang.wordpress

TELL ME NOT TO FREAK OUT!

ahh! to baddd! i'm alrdy freaking out!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

AND SHID, I TOLD U THEY CAN CHANGE THE ENDING FOR YI JUNG AND GA EUL! SEOUL MATEESS <3333

bbf :(

2009-04-02T05:10:00.003+08:00

i'm sad BBF is over.
but i'm glad BBF is finally over

Its satisfying wad.

isnt all korean show like tht? only show part of the happy ending?

aiyorrr!

i love Ga eul & Yi jung!!! SEOULMATES!

kbye!

it cheers me up :)

2009-04-01T04:58:00.002+08:00

i Love the part she shout dramatically

i love the claps and the nonsense at the front!

keep thanking. none stop

super fun and funny to us! its just way to express our crazyness.

we dun fucking care abt our image.we love being us.

and we are born to be willlllllllllllllld~

-Syarfa

FUCKERS IS ALLOWED TO SHUT UP :)

super fucky

2009-04-01T03:47:00.001+08:00

Ibu, u nvr tell...

Tht life was this hard.

because i'm a loser

2009-04-01T03:27:00.002+08:00

i'm crying. no one knows.

cos why?

i decide to cry alone? cos why?

cos i feel so alone

cos why. ?

cos i feel i'm useless in every way

so why am i posting it here?

cos this is my blog

cos why am i useless?

cos i failed in everything i do

cos why?

cos i'm useless again

cos why?

cos u those who trying so hard to read this is a ******************

cos why?

cos this was supposed to be a post tht no one read

and now..

i dun feel like i want to live.

cos why?

cos i dun have a future

and..........

i'm still a loser.

ok bye.

p/s:- dun lecture me. i get agitated.

FUCKER!

2009-04-01T00:27:00.001+08:00

fuck fucking fucker fuckest!

bloody fucking waste my precious time!

FUCKER

FUCKER

FUCKER

FUCKER

FUCKER

STUPIDDD!

2009-03-31T08:20:00.001+08:00

bbf epi 24 are in. but i cant watch it now...

WHY??

Cos i'm working later on. i'm worried i cant cope later on.

just like last time when just started working

mass tag replies

2009-03-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry i didnt reply those tag massages. everytime want to reply. i feel so messy.

so i reply here ah k

Reply to:
kyky haix..all got partner..kyky no partner...
find a partner ah
kyky me promise! me wont forget u too!! y u guys alwaes makes me cry over tis kinda posts???haix...
Thanks! dun wish to make u cry. just expressing some love :)
j-mal what i have done..PLEASE TELL ME..GOD HELP ME!!! LOL..eh seriously wad i do ah..
u did nth actually :)
j-mal eh..how come i get blame for something i did not even do intentionally..even after reading i dun understand whats happening..who becomin like me?
ME! I! SYARFA! HERE! she means tht i'm becoming crazy like u! trying everyting tht no one else had tried! so crazy! dun care abt our image.! we are the cool kids!
AHSAT hey!im not like a bra hor..hahahahss..
yes u are. u shy to admit :D
AHSAT i promise!!!and i hope we can AT LEAST meet up one time per week(:
all depends on who is busy and who is to free! i promise too!
AHSAT oh shoot! i suppose to post one post for u but i fell aslp..LOLs!
haha! ur post was amazing! touched! i teared :)
angel thank you sweet. i can never forget you because i love you so much.insyallah,our friendship last syg!! kisses.
insyallah! we must try our best to last ok!? love you!
CORRINE Anw, I love u hardcore, u shld know very well okay. LOL <3333
i knoe! *shyyy*
CORRINE I cant make it on the 8th! ): ****.
why cannot?!
kyky ya habibi..hahax...syarfa!!
ya habibi ali baba ya habibi ali! yes kyky?
nabila am i invited?
which nabila are u? my batch?
atikah(: lalalaa~ bowling seh. i telll u my ball will always miss... no no strike.. sobsob... LOL!
ahah! its ok! strive for the best!ILU!
LordShahirOfDOOM! wow you must be really bored to make a Gif pic xD. Hi btw =P
totally bored! no doubt! hi thanks for taggin! whrs my candy?
j-mal eh i invited sioooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
so happy for wad?! lol

2009-03-29T14:27:00.014+08:00

yes you are starting to be the female version of JAMAL!!!
jamal..wth you do to her sia..she becoming like you..tsk tsk tsk..
BUT I LOVE IT!

I FREAKING MISS AND LOVE ALL THOSE MOMENTS..do you??(:

i will nv forget those times..those crazy times..those time we tot that we used to hang out in my house..i miss those baking sessions..those outings..those jokes..those laughters..those quarrels*because its fun to look back and make fun of it*.those time we fell for the same guy.*LOLs...those times we spent in pondok..those times when you were there for me(: those times when u cared like hell*now too(:* those times when we gossip.*we will still do that ryte?* those stupid times..I MISS THOSE! therefore you can assure i will NEVER forget you!!(: i dun wanna be LIKE YOU BRA.i wanna be you everything..eh i feel like i confessing to a guy!LOLs!

i wanna be your medicine..when you get sad,angry,moodless,migrain! i wanna be the one to cure you out of ur misery..OF CAUSE I DOUBT I CAN DO THAT..stil i wan..hahahass

shit lar you..i dunnoe wad the hell i typing..too many things i wanna say to you..MANY MANY..and yet i cant express those in words and action..haish..HOPE you know how much you mean to me..im also sorry for those harsh words i've said about you and those gossips about you..im sorry for hating you the first time when you joined us..hahas..*only i confess eh??COOL OR WAD! hahahass..but in the end..the hate turned to LOVE..i LOVE YOU ALOT TAU YOU!

so dont forget me also kk(:

you know i'll be there to listen to your problems and happiness..i know you wil be there to listen to mine too ryte??(: tho i dont give good advices..but i will always be willing to hear you out..and trust me when i say i really trust you dispite of the past!REALLY!cause we've been thru sooooooo much tgdr yar!?hahahass and stil i hope u trust me too..

AHSAT SIGNING OFF(:

thanks for always being there(:

PS:i think my way of expressing my love for u in words just sucks..so dont mind me yar(: i type wadever i feel like typing.hope u understand(:

What ship is stronger than Titanic?

2009-03-29T06:53:00.009+08:00

Answer : True FriendSHIP

Have been reading GFs blog. All of them are worried and all of them really shows how they treasure this FriendSHIP. And i also wish to show them how much i treasure this Ship.

I'm lying if i say i am not worried abt u all going into poly and making new friends and then forget the rest of us. Especially thinking when i didnt get into any school. If this continues Me and Ain are always gonna meet. But I believe that this Friendship continues with ALL of us. Not only me and Ain. After all i cant really get well with Ain always. She always get on my nerve u know. Sorry Ain. (facts cant be hidden) Not backstabbing here. She gonna find out soon.

In all friendship i made in my Secondary sch lifes. I only treasure EX-ggg. Angel's and Sarah's and Lastly Maryam's. I'm Sorry to the rest who i didnt mention. You ppl still have a piece of my heart.

ExGGG :- I know when i first joined u girls. ALL was against me. ALL hated me. For don't know wad reason. Only Tasha had confessed why. The rest? WHY U ALL HATED ME? Lets count. I joined u all in the year 2006 so its gonna be 3 yrs this year. U all regret knowing me? I know i definitely didnt have any regrets. I thank u all for accepting who i am and for accepting me as a new member of ur group of gals just only when i turn sec3 cos u know. i came from express. i dunno anyone except Sarah tht time. Actually i didnt wanna go to anyone else and decided to stay in class for recess when i was fighting with Sarah in sec3. But Ain invited me to join u all. I don't want u all to think dat i only go to u all when i got no frens.(just when i was fighting with Sarah) But in the end i did go with u all. And u all did think of me like that. Just like wad i dun want u all to think. U all thought i went to u all when i have no one else. Tht's why u all kinda dun like me dat time. But our journey went on childishly and we get along well. Had fun like a child. Dun care abt wad ppl think. Do wad we like. and just go with the flow. We got closer eventually but Misunderstandings and Quarrel appeared and i took tht as a lesson. I think we got much closer by fighting. To me!
I really do enjoy myself alot with u ppl! Goshhh! My passstt!

Present: You guys are stepping into new world. So its obvious u all gonna make new friends. New habits. New hobby. But i really hope u girls just wont forget me. If one day u girls were to forget me. At least dun forget the things we had done together. The things we build. The laughs we had. The quarrel, the backstabbing, the gossips,the misunderstandings,the harsh words. I hope tht stays in ur mind as long as u're still alive. It really saddens me tht April is coming. Means u ppl orientation and poly lifes gonna start. I really dun wanna be forgotten. Just like kyky said. Thr's some other ppl story who said tht their bestfriends become their normal friends after seperating in poly lifes. Is tht gonna come true for us? If one day we saw each other at orchard but nvr say hi. I so gonna slap u ! it's a promise!

Promise me this circle of friendship wont end? Promise?

Angel : I dun think i need to retype Fiqah's part. K wait copy paste from her blog.

Syafiqah,she's a girl i used to dislike when she's not in the same class. When she's with Zuraida and her gang. Well, i dunno why. but i guess we didnt smile at each other thts why i quite dun admire her. Well,when she was with the same class with me in secondary 4 i started to hate her more. But i guess is all just influence. I'm not saying anyone here. I admit i was one of the biggest bitch ever in sch. Nvr stopped gossiping and talk nonsense abt ppl. Judge ppl who are ard me. Seriously i am. I apologise.

This year, i get to know her more. I shared problems with her. We care abt each other. I trust her like how i trust myself. She never failed to cheer me up when i'm down. To talk abt God the Almighty and remind me everyday how much the god plays a big part in our life. Encouraging me to be good and mend my ways. Never failed to be with me when i need someone to talk to and to listen and to give advice. She give good advice. One sentence she nvr failed to say is "Bersabar,ade hikmah disebaliknya." Its true. Everything she said do make sense. Always thr to encourage me with good things and bring my hopes high when everything was down. When i was crazy over this HIM she was with me to experience my high and low. Never failed to ask abt more news and stuffs! :) OH! not forgetting she teach me during night classes for O lvl!

Tht's from her blog which i post for her. ON 27/11/08. I still love you fiqah. Miss u!

Sarah: Know her sec 3. Fought during sec3. Like i mention above under EXggg column. Then things got better in Amsterdam trip. Nature take it course we talk. We make it up. and back to friends again. But then things change as i am always with ExGGG and she's with others. Got closer to her again only last yr. Sec 5! When we go out. Art together. Share things together. Gosh i miss u so much sarah! whr u?

U two twin tower. Plss! never forget me! Fiqah gg RP Sarah gg Nafa. I'm still schooless. Pls ahh. nvr forget meeee! promise?

Never forget this. :)

Maryam: I cant find words/sentence on how to express how much i missed u and love u! can u like stop schooling escape from ur bf and just meet me instead?! Maryam, still rmbr how u smiled at me first during sec one orientation. How can u say i look like hamtaro?! haha! After all those fights especially abt the Taufik Batisah. OMG! I cant belif we fought over tht. Seriusly i think if u nvr approach me and say sorri i think we wont be contacting anymore. Thank god and thank u for approaching me first. I love u lar! Pls meet me soon! nvr forget me can? I think our frenship lesser as soon as i transfered from express to acad. I understand the situation. Pls msg me when u free. Pls tell me one week in advance before i hand in schedule u know how C4 schedule worked dontcha?!

SMS ME SOOOOONNN!

Love youu!
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Zulaiha and Sahira, U girls know how much u two mean to me. I don't have to express it don I? Love u twoooooooooooooooo!
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But girls, wadever it is. I love you all equally. :)

Saranghae!!!

PS/:- Bestfriends are like BRA, Near to your heart and always there to Protect and Support :)

PSS/:- If One day, i die before meeting u all. i just wanna apologise for all the harsh words i've said. Bad attitude i've given. Beatings u all get/deserved*heh*. eaten ur food without ur permission or maybe with but u all not happy. Anything i did bad. Just forgive me. And if one day i leave. I just want u all to know. I never regret a single ounce meeting u all. If one day we lost contact i just want u all to know U all did conquer my heart. Love u girls to bits and pieces. Muah!(k)

Thanks for appearing in my life :D

Calling all ex navalites. NOT ALL AH!

2009-03-28T00:45:00.003+08:00

Thr's outing for ex navalites. who can make it. Do SMS or tag me. :D

why? cos we need an outing for navalites
where? Marina (meet at city hall)
what? play bowling
when? 8 april 2pm
Who? any EX navalites i know. Quite a lot lehh!
How? go thr by mrt duhhh! if bowling alley is full go watch movie or arcade.

ANY SUGGESTIONS ARE WELCOME!!!

Kpoppppppp!

2009-03-27T02:50:00.001+08:00

OMGGG! THEY ARE SUPERB AWESOME + ADORABLE!

especially TOP not bottom! HE SUPER BLUR BUT I WISH HE DIDNT GO AFTER THT GIRL! I'M SUPER JEALOUS!

2009-03-27T01:56:00.002+08:00

IGNORE MY RED EYES!

Something sweet.

2009-03-27T01:47:00.003+08:00

we were talking abt our first love. and She said she dun even have any feelings for her first love. So i said:

시티살파 Syarfawesome } I ❤ MY DRUMMER! says:
after u tell me tht. i'm so worried for the future
-//',,*][A.H.S.A.T][*,,'//~ ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ THE PRINCESS(: says:
huh?why?
시티살파 Syarfawesome } I ❤ MY DRUMMER! says:
cos who knows next time u dun even rmbr my name or even my mole
//',,*][A.H.S.A.T][*,,'//~ ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ THE PRINCESS(: says:
you mole!
this remind me
daddy said you mole give something like luck
a positive thing
시티살파 Syarfawesome } I ❤ MY DRUMMER! says:
huh? my one?
-//',,*][A.H.S.A.T][*,,'//~ ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ THE PRINCESS(: says:
mine negative
시티살파 Syarfawesome } I ❤ MY DRUMMER! says:
hahahaha!
-//',,*][A.H.S.A.T][*,,'//~ ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ THE PRINCESS(: says:
and i wont forget uu lar
시티살파 Syarfawesome } I ❤ MY DRUMMER! says:
really? how come?
-//',,*][A.H.S.A.T][*,,'//~ ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ THE PRINCESS(: says:
they my first second love
you are my EVERYLASTING LOVE
okays
시티살파 Syarfawesome } I ❤ MY DRUMMER! says:
hahahahahha
so sweeeeet
hahahha

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Sweeet kn si coconut nie? lol

webcam moments.!

2009-03-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

(click to enlarge)

last one is not with them, but on a diff day. just randomly put!

had great day today!! hahha! andddd

Maybank

2009-03-26T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hey Ya,

Wondering wads with the Maybank? I dunno why. i'm out of idea to type for the title so since i saw the words maybank i put ah maybank. Yeahhhh~ i'm at macdonald infront Maybank. Actually was at the library but decide to go eat since we hungry. Now just finish eating and so take out laptop ah. free internet for wad? hahaha

Blogger having problems eh? something wrong with blogger template or isit they change the template to new one? ok first time i sucks at blogger. hahah SEE JAMALL! i'm not all good at blogging. TOLD YA!

Past few days have nt been working. for some reason though. So have bben going out with my gf! every outing was not even planned. All like last min ask out. Especially ain. Tht girl cant stay at home. Must go out. Like got killer at hme like tht. On the other hand i'm too lazy to go out sometime. Serious! like since i not always at hme why not sit at hme and do something tht i enjoy right? hehe!

Yesterday went SSC. nth fun thr. even though new but i think they racist ah! TASHA!! THEY RACIST SIAAA! No food outlet tht we can eat. excdpt kopitiam Nasi Ayam. Like wthhh! no KFC or MACDONALDDDD! Seriusly, Northpoint better. name it,u get it. K BEDEKKKK! Northpoint is still 'wad the point?'

OMGGG! i'm ranting so much nonsenseeeeeee! i guess my blogging skill goes from bad to worst.! borinnnnngggg. i'm sitting alone currently. Tasha and tyty sitting behind. Corrine went hme. Kyky went hme cos she's doing something with my hardisk ain followed her. SO BORINGGG! I THINK LIFE IS BORING WITHOUT MY HARDISKK! I NEED MY HARDISKKKKK!

kbye!

-Syarfa.

Is it me or is it blogger?

EDITED PART I :- i thought i typed JAMIL(my father's name) instead of jamal!
EDITED PART II :- a TALL and SCARY clown just walked pass MacD and its fucking scaryyy. close frens wud noe i am super afraid of clown. And i just shouted "CLOWWWWNN~!" loudly in the MacD. So paiseeyy. i swearr!
EDITED PART II :- Happy Birthday Wonbinniiieeee. Miss you so much. 260390

Minh Hwanie!

2009-03-25T21:49:00.005+08:00

News had it that member Choi Min Hwan of 5-member group FT Island was rushed into emergency after passing out of overwork and exhaustion.

It was know that he passed out while waiting for the filming of KBS Daily Drama ‘The Way Home’ on 23rd March. He was rushed to the hospital for treatment and was discharged on the 24th.

It was known from Min Hwan was down with cold lately and was exhausted from all their promotional activities. He is currently recovering and this will not affect the group’s activities.

FT Island is currently promoting their new song ‘Bad Woman’.

Credits: Sookyeong/Minsarang

My Drummer; My Min hwan.

I know i told u u've grown up and u grow up so fast. But that doesnt mean u can overwork urself and pretend tht u are strong enuff to to not rest and continue working. If u are having cold tht night u shud have told ur Manager. Didnt i warn u last time?

See, u nvr know how worried i am when found out tht u are admitted to hospital. I tried to find my way to Korea but its just to impossible. You know no one wants this to happen and i'm the first one that wud be worried upon hearing all this news.

Min hwannie,pls take care of urself. i dun want this to happen again and get oh so worked up bcos u are not well.

My Love, my drummer. pls get well soon! thank god u got discharged from hospital alrdy..

My drummer, I love you ❤

Love,
Syarfa :)

Proper update later on if i'm not THAT lazy. :D

POPPPING!

2009-03-20T05:03:00.002+08:00

I'm back!

just finish watching boys before flowers and gonna update a lil in point form is easier.

Jandi is super strong to face all the problem alone
Ji Hoo is getting hotter and hotter by each episodes.
Jun pyo hair is getting straighter as the episodes goes by
Its weird tht in Jap version i support JunPyo/JanDi but i korea i support JiHoo/JanDi
Maybe bcos Ji Hoo is hotter than Rui! HAHA!
I want Ee jung to end up with Ga eul NOT his ex lover.
I love the SEOULMATES!
And tears came out a lil today.
its still a sad story!
SUPER CANT WAIT FOR NEXT TWO EPISODESS!!

Now, i'm gonna watch Family Outing OR catch up on FT island!

BYE YAWW!

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2009-03-18T16:33:00.003+08:00

You know the feeling of wanting to let out the feelings online but afraid of other people's view and thinking?

Tht just happen.

i no longer feel this blog is my personal diary.

assholess

5am in the morning

2009-03-17T05:02:00.003+08:00

My newly bought watch just beep the 5th times since 12 am~

So, means its 5 am alrdy. i'm supposed to be asleep cos will be working later on. This week 2 days working only cos i wanna rest. Then after tht hardwork again. And furthermore got booked by tyty like seriusly booked lar. cos of her chalet though my parents still not knowing i'm gg to attend. But i guess on the day itself then i tell them. Last minute begging lor. LOL! if i cant kn tyty. I really am sorry then.

Anw,alot of snacks i mean kropok and krepek is brought from kampong on sunday! and i'm can proudly says ITS MINE! cos Ibu says so! she have to say it cos she didnt bought me anything. like i mean she supposed to buy me shoe or a bag. But she didnt. And i really enjoy my SUNDAY! yeayyyy!

And ohh.! today~ i mean yesterday which is Monday. Went shopping with Ibu and Mamat at old woodland. the place to go JB for walking tht one. Bought new Brown shoes for work. Seriously not my type to buy Pallas Jazz but Mamat asked me to. cos its cheap and ok lar not bad. Quite nice cos its simple. and have thick sole so i think it'll last longer. And oh! Ibu also bought alot of snacks AGAIN! she bought big packet of cuttle fish then the red sotong with sugar big packet also! then sumore nuts and all! and me and my bro bought a lot of socks! plus we bought a watch each too! had nasi ayam lemon for dinner! which cost 11.20$ for 3 ppl meals + 2 extra bowl of rice for us!

After all that shopping. Went Sheng Siong *hanya utk kamu(everything for youuu~)* but found nothing to buy. Rushed to Sembawang Shopping Centre eh no! met Abah first for his meal since ibu didnt cook at hme. Bought Roti john and ice kachang topped with choc ice cream to share among all! so abah wont be eating alone. Then rushed to Giant to shop! we left 15 min to shop. Yar Giant cashiers! i know how u feel towards customers like us *eyebrow go up and down* and again! bought one packet of vitasoy choc! consist of six dat one. and two packet of big panda cookies.! i like the new flavor. Cookies and cream. Go and try! nice!

TSK! i'm supposed to be sleeping. but i cant rite now cos dl-ing BB videos and FO epi 37 part 1! yeayy! gonna enjoy my off daysss! like heaven! at last! haha! ok now! i shall go and clean up my folders and the portable hardisk! its getting messier! my lappy memory cant take it anymore! its lagging alrdyy!!

Bye ppl!

P/S-: i realise my post are geting messier and irritating like i just started blogging 4 yrs back. irritating like hell!

BYE!

EDIT:-// my watch just beep for the 6th time? wad does it mean?! its 6AM alrdy! damn it! sleep now! bye!

-Syarfa!

ahhhhh.

2009-03-13T01:43:00.003+08:00

Happy moments Kim Bum

Drunk Kim Bum

Charming Kim Bum

In Pain Kim Bum

Angry Kim Bum. ALALALLAL!

Collection of Kim Bum gif.

EXCITEDDDD!

credits: here

NOW TELL ME KIM BUM IS CUTE! NOWWW!

2days MC :)

2009-03-12T18:45:00.004+08:00

Heyyyy,

I'm back yaw! got 2 days MC yesterday and today. so didnt went for work today and yesterday. Glad i have the MC. so i could rest. The doctor also asked me to rest!

So have been onlining since just now morning. So boring!!! and i have been opening and clsosin the fridge for almost 7 times alrdy. Finding some snacks to munch on since i too lazy to eat rice. And since i found nothing i eat Nutella with nothing! worst still i'm dipping Nutella with chopsticks.! i know wtf riteee! other than that have been watching drama since afternoon. and finally got time to catch up with Boys Before Flowers and now waiting for BBF epi 20! yeayyy! 5 more episode ! and BBF is donee! then if the DVD is out! i'm buying itttt! like seriusly i am! haha! insyallah! and ohh did i tell u tht my pay is finishing. and the next pay is still long way more! my mom is so noisy abt it! but my dad didnt know anything. i hope he continues not knowing abt it! his nags is way way more serius than mom's!

And oh yeahhhh! this pic here! saw the adidas watch? anyone know whr i can get it?! so nice! i fell in love with it the moment i saw it! And also i love the kissing part whr hyun joong kissed kimbum! KIM BUM IS SUPER CUTE! later when i found the gif. or whatever i'll put it up! this pic below is when hyun joong alrdy kissed kim bum. so he's wiping away his cheek! super cute lar when he's avoiding hyun joong! ok shut up! i have nt been spazzing for weeks alrdy! so i deserved spazzing! NOWWW!

EDIT:-// FOUND THE GIF IMAGE! HERE!

credits:4minu-tes@bs.com
And this pic! omo! this looks got the i-hate-you + what-did-u-just-say + sarcastic smile + CHARM = My cutey honey BUM BUM!

I guess ppl reading are bored of me ranting abt korean huh!

k i shall end my korean stuff now!
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Oh,tmr watching Coming Soon! YEAYY!

THTS IT ABT MY LIFE. I GOT NOTHING TO BLOG EXCEPT FOR THOSE KOREAN STUFF! SERIUS! TK BEDEK!

-Syarfa :)

Happy 11 months

2009-03-12T01:16:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 11 MONTHS TO THE SATs.

May our journey continue together as SATurday.

LOVE YA'LL!

1 YEAR is coming!! i hope u all understand what i'm trying to say :D

-Syarfa

TWOpointONE

2009-03-10T03:47:00.004+08:00

Gonna post for a short while.

Came across this video! super funny! i cant even belif tht they did tht to a stranger! like in singapore! hahaha! super weird and funny lah theyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

How can u just grab someone's drink and drink infront of them?! how can u just hug someone from behind?! how can u just dance with banglas?! how can u just pop up infront of someone and dance?! how can u act so weird and 'sexy' erotic i should say in a supermarket!!??

IF ONLY THT HAPPENS IN CARREFOUR!!! I WOULD STOP CASHIERING AND COME SHAKING WITHHH YOU ALLLLL!!!

dreamm on..! seriusly. LOL!

watchhh!!

And ohhh, did i tell u all tht its the fourth time yesterday carrefour having tht running-out-of-medium-bag crisis?! its superb irritating cos the customer will give u this wad-kind-of-supermarket-are-u-tht-don't-have-a-simple-medium-plastic-bag kinda face! irritating!!! LIKE I WANT THE MEDIUM BAG TO FINISH AT THIS POINT OF TIME! And when oine of the credit card or nets machine spoil they wud say "YOUR machine is something wrong. get it fixed" and i will go "Yarllarrrr! MY machine! i will call them personally to fix it" *smile*

Happy 19th birthday

2009-03-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

Dear Syafiqah,

I'm so sorry i didnt get to go out for a celebration with u and the rest. I didnt get to take off cos i alrdy submit my schedule. But I'm really glad tht i went to ur hse tht day. I really had fun. We could talk more if thr's only we two but saddening. Thr's Ain too. I shy to talk abt everything when she's ard. :)

Anw, u're turning 19 and i'm still 17. Knowing u was a gift. U're like a gift god sent down from up thr to guide me through out my worst situation. I'm glad i know Syafiqah Bte Parok! I swear. Actually i dunno why i'm typing this but i dunno how to show u my love towards u tht have grown since we shared so much things in the past. I miss schooling with u. I miss crying on the phone with u. I miss talking abt HIM(any him) with u. But what trully i missed is...... You yourself and Syafiqah. not forgetting our daughter Sarah Syafiqah who take after ur name.

Anw, I just wanna wish u a Happy 19th birthday. I doakn moga u sihat selalu dan panjang umur! Insyallah. Aminnn...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
&
I ❤ Youuu!

i reeallllyyyyy dooooo

Loads of loveee❤❤❤❤,
-Syarfa :)

FT island still

2009-03-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

Sorri i'm late.

but HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAYYYY!!!

goodnight!

Happy 19th birthday

2009-03-02T01:48:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday Lee Hong ki!

You are 19 today!

and best of wishes for u and ur band for the future!
Hope ur voice will always be nice and strive on for FT island.

Stay healthy and put some weight on. Tht skinny leg of urs need some meat to be healthy!!

Hwaiting! ❤❤사랑해요❤❤

my pay is in and i'm off tmr

2009-02-27T02:41:00.002+08:00

Hey,

Back, so read the title and u know alrdy ehh! i'm so high! seriously!
just got home from work. andd ohh after work went to eat with them.
them : Me,Wari,Syahid, Haerull,Sherie,Khairul,Syuhada,Ain,Kai En and Kerlyn(by sitting arrangement)

got pay mah. meal is on syuhada! the supervisor! the cute one. lol! WAS SUPER TIRED LAR! like have been doing closing since monday? lucky tmr offfff!! but tmr gg out again with sherie and gang. watch movie i guess?

ok, really i swear i'm tired. should i sleep or should i spazz?

-Syarfa

and ohhh.

i find this super true lor.!

when American farts,they say "excuse me"
Britain"pardon me"
Singaporean"NOT ME!"

wthhh!

i think i like you,what should i do?

2009-02-26T01:56:00.001+08:00

i'm back.

and

i'm gone for now.

Bye!

i miss my girls

2009-02-24T01:47:00.000+08:00

I declare i effing miss u girls!

Time for proper update.

2009-02-22T23:10:00.002+08:00

I'm super high during work! tasha u know i know eh? *kening naik2*

work has been great. been enjoying the working moments. but some are alrdy made the decisions to leave. kaki gereks no longer gonna be tht gerek cos some have alrdy resigned!

and pay is coming. i hope so! i cant wait!!! ppayyyyy come in! i need u now!

i think i wont be update a proper one. cos i'm feeling sickkkk! fever soon? hope not. working tmr from 5-11.

-Syarfa

Bye people.

i wanna try...!

xoxo,

Love is not a stain u can get rid off.

2009-02-20T07:03:00.003+08:00

Gomenasai/Sorry Jamal, i cant stop Kpop-ing!

**contain spoilers for epi 13/14 BBF!~**

Only shid and god knows how high i am after this scene of bbf epi 13! omgg! when he concentrates with his art i'm so in loveee.. and he said

"why? am i so suave? ohhh. no woman will not fall head over heels over this image"

OMGGGG~! KIIIIMMMMM BUMMMMM BUMMMMM BUUUMMMMM~

Trueeee enuffff. so suaveeeeeee. i'm not only head over heels. but leg over stomach over those image! LOL!

BBF epi 14 is really heartbreaking moments for me and butterflies in my stomach cant sit still they have to fly ard at this moment!

JD: So...i ammmm A....?
JP: A stain i want ro get rid

The moment i saw those bolded words. My tears rolled down my cheeks.*alamak! mcm english compo mrs leong pulak* and it didnt stop rolling. So heartbreaking. I swear.!

I can't wait for next 2 epi!!! Wed or thursday!!! COME FASTER!!!

and i hope i will receive the pay by this month!!! if notttt! i close down carrefour!!! LOL!

and ohhh. today i get a nasty customer which claims tht she didnt wanna be nasty. How nasty is tht? TOTALLY CRACK MY EYEBALLS!

BYE!! sleeeping time..!

Check time:-// 7.17am(navalites must be in sch waiting for assembly)

i miss schooooolllll. :(

love is not blind, you are!

2009-02-20T02:31:00.001+08:00

Insyallah*

I might be closing my blog
i've not been online for almost 3 nights alrdy. damn tired. have been doing 1-11 shift. so didnt get the chance to online.

Reply to tags:
}Shiddy: Yeahhh. to confirm kn hangul. so tk de lar kau spot mistake aku di depan khalayat cyber ramai ramai! LOL!
}Ahsat: ape lar u. i korean ke malay ke arun's race ke. i tetap syarfa yg u kenal from sec 3 wadddd~ :)
}Ahsat: Not baddd!? aigoo! look like junpyo hair ade ah! so curly! ohhh like matsujun!
}Ahsat: u... tkper. alot of ppl ard me are gg into KPOP soooooooooon! JUST U SEEEE! :D
}J-mal: ahahha! KPOP cheered my life man! of cos abt them! and wad sia ramlee ramlee? ohh.. i'll be posting something abt jamal azizi soon. he's jamal abdillah long lost relative. but i gotta check out his profile at wikipedia or yahoo first ah. u wait ajerr ah k ?! heh!
}PessieBAO: heyyy baobao! i forgot link! i'll be linking u now! hehe! i effing miss our laughs and miss u!!! MEET UP VERY SOOOOON LAR K! after ur exams! k k k?!
}Tyty: tahu tkpee.! sooon u'll be listening to some other kpop song! lol!

Totally Kpop

2009-02-16T03:08:00.002+08:00

Post will be abt Kpop. Hate it? leave thank u! :D

나쁜 여자야 (Bad Woman)

Superb love Hong Ki movement. but dun like his hair. Now he look like 구 준 표 in Boys before flowers and real name 이 민 호. Ok Shut up!

superb love their comeback! Seung hyun is not tht bad.! but the feeling i experienced is a lil bit diff comparing to Won Bin being with them. Maybe i havent heard him sing or his solo yet. I'm so looking forward for it.! lets see! Ft Island!!! Hwai ting!

i realised how much i miss Binnie! Won bin! i miss u !

K bye!

Will be back if thr's more.

-Syarfa

한 글

2009-02-14T22:42:00.004+08:00

i'm so happy i can type korean hangul alrdy.

i mean not as expert as Shidah

but i can type Minhwan name alrdyyyyy!

민 화 !

사란해요!

하하하하하하하하하!

Proper update i promise

2009-02-14T13:50:00.004+08:00

Heyyyy,

I'm here for proper update i promise. Since i'm not working and plans cancelled so here to update lar. :D

So yea,no plans and its V day. yea so what. no one want ajak me out :((( but i got good news. I'm starting to enjoy work i no longer sigh when i see big trolleys with a lot of things. and i learn to realx and not kanchong! Thanks to Syahid the use to be curly guy. He say "relax! make the customer wait! so waddd lateee?!" Since then i no longer kanchong and get things mixed up. Yesterday got two post void but Syu saved one.

U know, everytime i've got something happened during work and i've been thinking at work to post it at blog but when i open this "new post" it pooooffffs like magical air. i forgot everyting. but seriously i do have a lot of comments towards some customer i got. Funny ones. hahah! i cant control myself from laughing after they left. And from staffs at pantry who laughed loud. want to compete with ain i think! lol! and ain got a date later. withhhhhh. whoooooooooooooooo? i dun care!

i'm very hungry i just woke up and its only 2.17pm. i'm supposed to wake up at ard 5 or 4 during my work offdays.! lol! or maybe i slept early yest. at 4 am i think. and and and see i forgot wad to type. Thanks to Jamal! chat with him must reply fast if not later he say i busy for him! then he dun wan chat anymore! tskkk! LOL

i think i shall go now. i'm really hungry! i want eatttt! NOWWW!

EDIT:-// Received this msg from Tasha Nadia aYAPan Johnson.

Best msg of 2009

Just read this and understand

They love u but they are not your lover..
They care for u but they are not from your family..
They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation.
They are.. Friends!!!

True friend scolds like a Dad!
Cares like a Mom!
Teases like a Sister!
Irritates like a Brother!
and finally loves u more than a lover.
Coz i'm one of ur special friends who mean a lot to u..!

Do you know the relation between your 2 eyes?
They blink together, move together, cry together, see things together & sleep together. Though they never see each other, friendship should be just like that. Life is hell without friends!

HAPPY VALENTINES TO YOU MY BELOVED FRIENDS:)
TASHA NADIA YAP LOVES AND TREASURE ALL OF YOU!:)

I find it superb sweeeet! haha! k bye! <3>

-Syarfa

Happy 10 months

2009-02-12T13:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 10 MONTHS TO THE SATs.

May our journey continue together as SATurday.

LOVE YA'LL!

11 is coming. THEN 1 YEAR! i hope u all understand what i'm trying to say :D

-Syarfa

back back

2009-02-10T11:33:00.002+08:00

gonna update a lil since i got lil time b4 going work. currently waiting for ain.
and now just simply slack. went to doc yest. and doc told me something shocking. but not tht shocking. i dunno if its dangerous or not. but i have to go see him again on sat to check again. i dunno if i'm worried over wad he told me or not. but got lar a lil bit worried.

Tasha accompanied me yest and had a great talk.

and guest,
u dun have to write ur name. i already noe how u get here and who are u. but u dun have to be shocked upon reading. cos i intend to write anything tht upset me for the day. I'm sorry if its u who i write about. but seriusly tht day was the worst day ever for me. and welcome. its my job to clear the Q but i knoe i didnt do well enough. No i din judge u. but i stated the fact on how u treat me. its true my fault not urs. i'm just angry dats all. Sorry for saying all those things. :)

2009-02-09T03:18:00.002+08:00

*heeehhh*

*original*

Let's imagine he's walking up to me. no no. let's imaging i'm geum jan di. He's coming to give me a kisss! i'm serius!

hahah!

kk no! Later minhwan angry! LOL ! :D

like finally

2009-02-09T00:30:00.004+08:00

have been searching for the love matters trailers when i watch twilight.

But i guess its too early to be on utube so i search again and thr iss!!

i loikkee!

When the phone rings
Greeeen greeeeenn(ring ring)
i Pink(pick) up the fon
Yellow (hello)
Blue(who)is this?
White(wad) u wan?
u dun call me purple-ly(purposely).
if u make me angry.
i will not call u black(back)!

I LAUGHED OUT LOUD AT CINEMA UPON HEARING THISSSSS!!!

FT island still

2009-02-09T00:08:00.004+08:00

I miss my prettyslashhandsome boys. I cant find time to backtrack themmmm:(

Shid just passed me this video. Listen carefully. music sound VERY diff its VERY obvius. But Minhwan Drumming is very clear. I dunno to be sad or to be happy. i'm in dilemma.*inside joke eh shidddd* biarlah rahsiaaaaa~

2009-02-08T20:35:00.004+08:00

my migraine is back.
my eyes keep twitching.
my eyes feel like its popping. Well physically it do look like it's popping out.
only one side of my head feel like bursting.
But its ok. i tink this is better than the first encounter! i cry like baby till Mrs Ong chem teacher said she's hell shocked cos she had nvr seen tht side of me.

I'm glad i told carol i wanna go home early if not i'm still packing stuffs scanning food and counting money! goshhh! adding salt to my pain. But still time got extended for a few hours. And i superb hate the supervisor incharge today. SHE (practically i dun wanna say who but its not my race) is fucking irritating today. Keep spoting my mistake. keep shooting me but at the end of the says thank u nicely and not rudely(shocking enough) Some ppl may know who i'm talking abt.

U know actually i wanted to post something short. but i think i'm too angry. and i just wanna say thanks to some people listed below.

J-man-for typing long long long essay or shud i say RJ and in the end cheering me up.
Ronny-For listening and making me laugh.
Wari-Listening and asking me to chill. oh i feel like i got another big brother. LOL. no offence! U ARE OLD WARI! FACE THE FACT! LOL :D
ZiqqyMon-for listening and do nth :)
Zulaiha(physically a girl!)-for listening. sharing stories and comforting me.
Shid- for kpop spazzing and informing me abt FTi. It do cheer me up.
But sadly tht 240s girl keep destroying my mood!

Thank u so muchhhhoossss! Love u all very muchhh. Serioussss~

-Syarfa.

Emo post

2009-02-07T02:32:00.003+08:00

**WARNING!**

*****EMO POST AHEAD!*****

**Fucking negative comments fucking keep to ur fucking self. i dun fucking need it! fucker!**

Zulaiha once asked : do u feel left out/outcasted being in ur cliques when they are pretty/thin and almost perfect?

ahhh fuckkk! i decided to not blog abt it! wad zul said is true!

zulaiha is a workacholic... says:
maybe dun blog abt it, keep it in. coz its ur clique. just dun destroy the clique that u r having now

errggghhh! i hate this feeeeling!!!! ooohhh. i got my LJ

NEW MV!!

2009-02-07T01:54:00.005+08:00

Last post i say they were filming...

this post i say they are done filming and now!! its outtt!!!

dannnnggg!!

finally ! thanks tapung taik!

and omgggg!!

minhwan grew so muchhhhh! no more cute boy. now handsome boy. hehehe!

me back!

2009-02-05T16:44:00.009+08:00

I'm back. revamped new skin and here to post. now i got the mood. And FYI, its not tht i'm not into FTi alrdy. but i cant find any blogskin w/o wonbin. its not tht i hate him. but i'm trying to get used to it. i have to if i want to continue loving FTi and of course i'm suppoting Oh Won Bin with his solo career if he has one. So yea, so i think this skin is perfect now. and FYI,tht quote is quoted from Min Hwan himself. Tht quote is for his future girlfriend. Everyone in the grup have one. hah! how cute.

K back to post. as u all know i did attend the Carrefour chalet on 31st jan. Didnt sleepover as we are working the next day. pictures below are as timing order. but the opposite way. means the first picture of the day is way way below. haha! and and the first picture is the last pic of the day. and oh yeah. i didnt post all cos thr's 100+ how can i possibly post all if i'm lazy enuff. so well pictures timee! post continue at the bottom.

Present i got! won presents for all three games.
1st:eating hanging apple with haziq(1st place)
2nd:picking sweets from flour(i'm the holder) (1st place also)
3rd: Treasure hunting (2nd place)

thats the present for treasure hunting and tht's my grup members except khai,the one in red

i swear its really hard to get a decent pic with him

my first partner in C4

Khairul,practically it was a bad hair day.

was controlling the laugh

see, wad do i tell u all?

bad eye day also! lol

syuhada the supervisor

Jeeva the supervisor

Aisyah, the first girl to help me with cashiering

Kai en, the girl who stay at the same blk with me

Ernest Lai the pervert.

Sam, who talk with his mouth close. he's malay

Eugene, my second work partner

Syahid, impossible to take decent pic

Hakim

Haziq and Ahsat

Haziq and me. I like my smile in this pic. so natural. lol

Told u i have a bad hair day

Mr Never-smile is SMILINGG!

guess wad i'm doing?

on the way to sentosa

Dhoby ghaut.!

Picture's done so here's my decent post.

So, work is great. Tasha quit alrdy :( and i've been getting easy counter for 5 days alrdy. B2,B2,Abalone,abalone and yest b2 also. I guess i'm lucky or they noe i'm plain lazy. lol! and so supposed to work today. But boss SMS me yest telling me not to report this morning. I panicked for a while and asked him why. He said morning shift has too many ppl and asked me to rest instead. So yeahh! i'm resting!!! and and i'm eating cheesecake and croissant. and bought 4 packets of sushi yest! brought home and now left with ZERO! my fam finished it and left me one packet which is Tuna's! not to my liking! haha! ok lar not bad.

So, if tmr i'm not being called then i'm off. and Sat too. i heard thr was Kerlyn's bday celebration at pasir ris. dunno if gg or not. decide if boss SMS me or not. So now watching Boys Before flowers episode 9! just came out! and later epi 10! then if nothing else to watch then i watch Fated to love DVD now epi 20? entah. forget. later continue.

eh wait! look at junpyo body! hot or wad!?!!! my mouth opens wide upon seeing thisss! lol! k i shall shut up and continue!!! and and ee jung is cuteeeeeee!!!! k byee now!

and and Kpop news!!
FTi is filming their latest MV and my cutest Minhwan gonna tear. I so cant wait.! and hong gi's hair is like GOO JUN PYO! LOL! CURLY WURLY!!

Shiddy, if video dah kuar do update me! i'm busy working tht i cant back track sometime!!! aku rindu kpop spazzing ngan kau lar!!! hahah! bye!

2009-01-30T02:50:00.000+08:00

i just bought the i'm your destiny drama. Thanks to tasha

and she bloody bought a lot of dramas! like she spent 200+ for dramas today! wth

I SHALL GO SHOPPING FOR DVDs SOON AT PS!!! CHHEAAAP LIKE HELLLL!!

pay is coming innn! chalet is cominggg!

wonbin? goodbye?

2009-01-28T17:59:00.002+08:00

leave? why ? now?

after 600th days?

i'm really in a shock state. i was sleeping and shid texted me. straight away woke up grab the laptop and backtrack some websites. i guess its true huh?. no more antifans rumours huh? i still hope it is. Untill i listen from his own mouth tht he's leaving. i wont belif.

but wadever it is. I HAVE to and i hate to believe it. and respect his decision. but pls give me better reason of u leaving.

a question to Primadonnas : u rather Five treasure Island(wonbin replaced) or Four treasure Island?

i chose the second one. cos WONBIN CANT BE REPLACE!

ahhhhh! i hate KPOP! They turn me into someone i dunno!!!

*cries*

wonbin. kajima!
Won bin-ah 가치마!
-Syarfa

short update.

2009-01-28T05:05:00.007+08:00

Have been working on CNY. means double pay. Meansss! $11/hr! means on monday my pay is 108$ meansssss nothing elseee! meanssss. ahh shut up. oh but the higher management change things. so i can only work 16 hours/week. pathethic i know. Still thinking

and oh will be attending company chalet on 31st hope it will be fun. oh anw, thr's a few pics taken. And havent been working with aYAPan since. q298324217489172 days. k kidding. few days jer. cos she having her holiday. and also she want to quit alrdy :(

anw, here's a picture. for the sake of memory. from Wari's phone. Oh tasha, no i didnt miss him. the Patah2 thingy just popped up in my heart. actually wari's name wasnt included but suddenly rmbr his name got pata. so wrote patawari lor. lol!!

From left : Haziq,Me,Hidayah(brown) Syuhada(orange) Ain, hakim.

From left : Hakim,Me,Hidayah(brown) Syuhada(orange) Ain, Wari

From left : Haziq,Me,Hidayah(brown) Syuhada(orange) Ain, Wari

note: if u were to ask whr is tasha. no she's not the one taking pic. she didnt go for work tht day. its CNY!

Tag replies :
Shid : hahaha! FTi npk!! VIP! VERY IMPORTANT PRIMADONNA!!
Ahsat : explained on this post itself. haha! shhh! ain cant read. she dunno! lol! :D
Astrini : eh! why u so high abt him! let me say thisss! HE'S MINE MINE MINE! LOL! :P
Tyty : takde pape. one of those random posts i always do. hehe!
Jamal : Jamal ehh! always F.O.N tau!! Full Of Nonsense! ape zamam askar sume!! lol!!!

DONEEE!

outtzaaa!

I'm off for two daysss! yippeeee!

-syarfa!

2009-01-24T02:06:00.001+08:00

patah hati
patah gigi
patah kaki
patah tulang
patah tangan
patah kuku

tapi ain...

pata wari~~

LOL.
kk i swear tht's very random. and i dunno how to spell his name.

note to self : Episode 9 6/6 WGM!

2009-01-23T19:17:00.002+08:00

i guess u're just feeling superior. Self-centered and BIG FUCK.

my fault? fuck u!

note to self :mon 1-closing. tues 1-closing wed off thurs 9.30-5pm den sunday 1-closing?

tag reply

2009-01-20T17:32:00.002+08:00

}Syafiqah : gue kangen sama kamu sihh. gue enggak punya masa. Prepaid gue sudah low. Gue nggak bisa sms lo sih.! gue cinta banget same kamuu! gue capek banget!
}Tyty : I'm back and i know u miss meeeeee! ehehehe! but are u fine my dear? i miss u so muchhh!

I'm backkk

2009-01-20T17:24:00.004+08:00

ok, Here's the proper post.

I'm back. so ppl miss my blog? hahha! Anw, i'm busy nowadays. Started working alrdy for the past 4 days. Today is my off day. And as promised i've open my blog back. But i'm still very tired. Hhaah! tmr work again. luckily at from 5pm - 11pm only. Sunday more jia lat. 7.30am - 6pm!!! ahhhhh. Tasha not working tht day. Only me and ain. Tmr Tasha morning shift. So she gg alone. but me and ain gg together.

I like/love the ppl thr. Yeahh it was tiring scary place. But i totally love it! Made a lot of new frens. and incredible names they have. LOL. i like. i like when we go home together trained together and make noise in the MRT together. Ppl there are soooooo frenly/helpful and fun at the same time..! ohhhh. ainnnn~ warrrrriiiiii ehh. WATTTTTAAAA~!

ooohhhhhhhh emmmm geeeee! i superb prefer foreign customer! they are so helpfullllll! singaporeans just blooody seeee and waittt. like statue. expect us do everythinggg. yar true our job but u can actually help out a lil so u cant stop wasting my/ur time.! well, stop complaining/whining.!

i'm tired and i got a lot of catch ups to do with korean spazzzinnnggg!

bye pppllll!

missss meeee. my next off day is FRIDAY AND SATURDAY! YEAYYY!

-SYARFA

2009-01-20T17:24:00.001+08:00

but i'm very tired =D

2009-01-20T17:23:00.003+08:00

i'm open!

2009-01-20T17:23:00.001+08:00

i'm back!

Happy 9 months

2009-01-12T13:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 9 MONTHS TO THE SATs.

May our journey continue together as SATurday.

LOVE YA'LL!

10,11 is coming. THEN 1 YEAR! i hope u all understand what i'm trying to say :D

-Syarfa

FT island still

2009-01-12T08:21:00.002+08:00

oohhhh. i'm so happy no one can tell. heheheh :D

Goodnyte. time to sleep.
timecheck :- 8.22am

2009-01-12T04:31:00.005+08:00

just when later is results day. my eye when crazy and resulting to thissss...

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syarfa

2011?

NEW HP!

Ibu please?

*kisses & hugs*

Bubbles

Why can't i be HER?!

Happy 2010.

Awesome is back

Testing!

You-Nur janah allia

AELVES REUNITE!

Selamat Hari Raya

Minani is die. Jyeah!

D.U.M.B

Don't Speak

..S W E E T..

7 DAYS OLD BABY TALK WHILE SLPING

fast story

tell me he's cute

charlie bit me and that really hurtsss. boohoo

Horoscope know me best.

i don't care eh eh eh eh eh!

D.E.S.I.R.E

I.N.F.E.R.I.OR.

Bogoshipda

i'm open

Cos when they shake, it lights up

cos it all goes around

I AM SHOOOOOOOOOO GOINGGGG!

legal

oh oh love is funny

wonder girl

updatesss

ERGH!

& I hate this feeling

good things will come to an end

SAT one year anni outing with some disruption!

Happy 1 year!

some facts

Stephenie Meyer??

bbf :)

bbf :(

it cheers me up :)

super fucky

because i'm a loser

FUCKER!

mass tag replies

What ship is stronger than Titanic?

Calling all ex navalites. NOT ALL AH!

Kpoppppppp!

Something sweet.

webcam moments.!

Maybank

Minh Hwanie!

POPPPING!

-____-

5am in the morning

ahhhhh.

2days MC :)

Happy 11 months

TWOpointONE

Happy 19th birthday

FT island still

Happy 19th birthday

my pay is in and i'm off tmr

i think i like you,what should i do?

i miss my girls

Time for proper update.

Love is not a stain u can get rid off.

love is not blind, you are!

Totally Kpop

한 글

Proper update i promise

Happy 10 months

back back

like finally

FT island still

Emo post

NEW MV!!

kisses & hugs